Margaret Roach’s blog tour for her new book “Backyard Parables” has been going strong for two weeks, and I’m kinda late to the party. But like any opinionated gardenblogger, I have things to say.
At first I was confused by the title but soon learned that this book is a one-year gardening memoir, with how-to sidebars. And the how-to stuff is fabulous. I believe absolutely everything Margaret tells me about how to garden (in writing or on her podcast), and will refer newbies to her comprehensive sidebar about mulch. In another how-to, on the subject of overwintering nonhardy bulbs, she writes what’s totally obvious but never, ever written – that no two places to stash them are the same. Thank you! Then she goes on to give some overwintering tips that DO make sense.
woo-woo and oh yeah, the subject of death
But on to the memoir, which is where we get some of Margaret’s famous woo-woo (the tagline of her blog is “horticultural how-to and woo-woo”). For her, “Gardening is my spiritual practice, a moving meditation not unlike the motions of a well-practiced vinyasa in yoga.”
Asking herself why she gardens, Margaret answers that it’s “my way of coping with my own denial of death” and “I garden because I cannot help myself.” I’m not deep enough to give that first answer but I suppose the second one fits for me. Though the answer her friend Marco Polo Stefano (of Wave Hill fame) gives hits home with me even more: “I garden from a compulsion to make things beautiful.”
A primary theme in the book, at least to my eyes, is the question of whether to slow down with age, something I’ve thought about and DONE something about. Margaret’s just a bit younger than me and starting to say things like “The garden is my fickle dominatrix; I am enslaved. Mow me. Shovel me. No-mow me again. I love for your rough, noisy touch, Margaret.” Yeah, who wouldn’t feel that way about a garden that requires 7 hours of mowing every week from April into November? And about a garden that’s overrun by woodchucks, among other robust pests.
But leaving a high-maintenance garden isn’t easy. She describes another gardener who left her “too-big garden, the one that has been a mainstay and compass of her adult life and identity the way my very own monster has been of mine.” Margaret can obviously relate to that sentiment, saying she loves her garden but “love-spelled-loathes the grip it has on me.”
That perfectly describes how I felt gardening in my large, hilly garden once I hit my 50s. I was working my butt off to maintain-maintain-maintain a fully developed garden (meaning, the fun of designing it was mostly in the past) and starting to feel oppressed by it. YET, I’d long expressed my attachment to in almost the words Margaret uses, determined as she is to “live here in the garden, where I hope to drop, facedown, one day while weeding and be done with it all at that.”
But let’s get realistic. Death comes, but probably not suddenly like that. And probably after many sessions with your professional(s) of choice (PTs, massage therapists, etc).
And I agree it’s so sad that her gardening grandmother’s friends all downsized one after another, “taking up residence in the same new brick highrise.” But Margaret, girlfriend, I agree that living in a highrise would be hell for a devoted gardener but it doesn’t have to be that way! There are townhouses, and garden apartments. There are even balconies chockful of plants.
Even her friend Marco keeps reminds her she’s now in her “shrub season.” He explains: “That’s where it heads, eventually, for gardeners who last: away from the flashy, more momentary seduction of herbaceous plants… and back to the shrub aisles of the garden center.” He even predicted that one day she’d figure out that perennials are too much trouble.
There’s more gardening-while-aging wisdom to be found in Sydney Eddison’s Gardening for a Lifetime. Sydney’s well into her shrub season of downsizing while staying in place. Or follow my adventures starting from scratch in a townhouse-sized garden – and loving it.
Something I kept writing in the margins of Backyard Parables is “Me, too,” proving that I’m as self-centered as the next person, I suppose. But in that vein, let me count the ways: Unlike so many other things Margaret tried – music, the arts, sports – in gardening she wasn’t paralyzed by early failures. She goes on plant “kicks” that last a while. She’s had coneflower, Sedum spectable and Russian sage kicks. I’ve had kicks for daylilies astilbes and those S. spectables. She hates blue fertilizer! She loves gardening alone until “lonerism backfires,” like when she’s on a ladder and could use someone to steady it. She dresses for gardening all the time: “I used to clean up pretty good. Now I don’t really clean up at all, at least not on days when my workday will be spent outdoors.” Countering the low-maintenance come-ons we see everywhere she proclaims that “Nothing about gardening is easy, instant, nonstop, or guaranteed, no matter what the label says.” And she uses slogans from 12-step recovery programs in the garden and boy, do they apply. One day at a time. Easy does it. First things first. This too shall pass. Live and let live (except, in her case, for weeds and woodchucks). And of course: Keep coming back.
not so much
One of her pet peeves is the use of the nonword “horticulturalist,” even in the New York Times! I have many pet peeves and now that’ll probably be one of them. She hates the heat but has never, ever worn shorts in the garden. She loves “screaming, outsize foliage,” which I’ve never really tried. And boy, can she go geeky, explaining anemophily and other arcana from the natural world. (I’m a fan of science, too, but reading it makes me glassy-eyed.)
Some of my take-aways from Backyard Parables are:
- To consider a higher tolerance for color. Margaret explains that “There are few places where adults can act out and be applauded for it, where we can color outside the lines with impunity, but the garden – your own backyard – is a haven for outlandish behavior. What goes with what? Whatever the proprietor deems appropriate.l Screw everyone else; this is my place.” Damn right.
- The long sidebar “12 Steps to a Bird-Friendly Garden” is golden, including “Less mown lawn means more botanical complexity” and the step of creating an “edge habitat.” Oh, and evergreen cover. I’ll be appropriating her list (with credit, grudgingly) in my efforts to get more people gardening in my town, where there’s plenty of old trees and lawn, and not enough of anything else.
- Echoing Margaret’s experience of gardening as a spiritual practice, she spends lots of time observing and writing about nature; I could do more of that. And despite gardening in Upstate New York, fer crissakes, she never bitches about winter. Just this morning she wrote this in an email to me: “Really cold here, but a little snow cover, so I am grateful for anything winterlike, I think.” Love that attitude.
Click here to see my earlier post about Margaret’s garden, with some of her gorgeous photos.